Two weeks away from the big move and the butterflies are fluttering rampantly through my stomach. Falling asleep seems impossible on some nights. Tonight is definitely one for the insomniacs. After doing some more packing I ran across a crumpled piece of paper with the all but clever headline "Top 25". Yes I am guilty of making a to do list of 25 things I wanted to accomplish by the end of my 25th birthday. However, my list has been chopped down to 12 things since I never finished compiling it. Blame it on my constant battle with project termination syndrome.
A lot of the goals felt unobtainable at the time, and made this feel more like a wish list. To my surprise, one year has passed and I have accomplished 1/4 of my list. Now you're probably doing the math in your head and thinking "that's only 3 things accomplished in 12 months". Big whoop! Right?
My finances were unstable, my relationships with friends and family members have gone from one extreme to another and my career hasn't gone in the path I originally planned. I kept trying to look for my cloud's silver lining. Even with my mom and best friend's unwavering optimism my glass was still half empty. Checking off those three bullets was my confirmation that in spite of everything gone wrong I actually did something right.
The trips I took to Vegas, Miami and California (all 3 places were actually on the list) will be some of my best memories I've shared with my best friends. As we grow older we will always have plenty of stories (and pictures) to share of those sunny days and long nights.
I was finally able to buy myself a brand new car. A major expense added to my already strained budget but it has made life much easier in other ways.
Lastly I stuck to my promise and made my own blog. The one you've just stumbled upon.
Small triumphs but triumphs nonetheless.
It appears that someone refilled my glass while I wasn't looking. Now if I can just get to those other eight tasks.....
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